A few years ago, I started to leave the concept of right decision or wrong decision; from that point, I believe that every decision I made brings me to a new place with a whole new set of chance and challenge. The impact of this decision is huge, it rarely takes a long time for … Continue reading Indecisive
mental health
Luck
I have a very little tolerance towards people who complaints non-stop. These complainers drain me out. Fortunately I do notice that they also dislike me, and avoid to have me within their social circle. It's a great relief to find that Ronda Byrne is telling the truth. Everything in the universe is magnetic and everything … Continue reading Luck
La langue français
I play with Duolingo today, I choose french language, and as a person who's majoring french literature more than a decade ago, I don't start from Basic 1, no way, I have a bachelor degrees in French y'all. So, I jumped to finish the first unit test, and prepare my self to run to the … Continue reading La langue français
Bella
As a commoner, I have no idea that Bella Hadid is also crying like the rest of us. I honestly think it's impossible something sad happens to Bella Hadid, she is the most beautiful girl in the planet Earth, she has everything, her name resonance with all beautiful things. But, the picture above says it … Continue reading Bella
The nest
I used to be that person who tidy up the whole house before I welcome an expected guess. I dusted every.possibly.dust.catcher.thing. and it means a very deep cleaning the whole house (the living room, the kitchen, the bedroom, the storage) while that expected guess will just sit in the guest room for like an hour … Continue reading The nest
Sweet
How often do I say I love you to my self? No... Not often. It's Probably once in a long long while, when I feel all the pressure towards me, and I would just break down and cry endlessly if there's no sweet words for me to soothe the soul and flesh. I know now … Continue reading Sweet
Realita
Aku adalah pemuja apa adanya, bukan Karena tingkat spritualitasku, tetapi Karena bertengkar dengan kenyataan hanya akan menyakiti Aku. Dalam pengelolaan keuangan, realita jarang ada di pihak Saya. Pas lagi pas-pasan banget, disitulah mesin cuci rusak 🙄, lalu uang sekolah anak mesti dibayar dua bulan sekaligus, lalu plafon ada yang bocor, dan di Saat yang sama … Continue reading Realita
Reach-able
For me, it's the complete opposite. I set the goal so low, up to the point I lost any eligible reason to not accomplish that small goal. And yes, as happens to many, the journey to reach a goal that we set even though the goal is really low, it will still fully decorated wits … Continue reading Reach-able
Adversity
We cannot escape from the hardships that life throw at us, and I even think that we should never think about an escape when it comes to difficulties in life: Relational issues, financial difficulties, health problems, etc... I genuinely believe that all of this affliction is the only sure way for our growth. In James … Continue reading Adversity
Content
I realize the struggle to be content with life. The pressure to be more, better, bigger, louder, and in many instances lively-er ( I am not even sure what it's supposed to mean) is very real, moment to moment, by any media available nowadays; digital, prints, banner, movie, songs etc. I, more than often think, … Continue reading Content