When life tells you to halt, then thou shall halt. No explanation, No delay, No excuse. And Thou shall believe that the halt is well and will not harm. To understand is another story that you need not to know all at once in the speed of light. Halt!Karin Sabrina
Day 9
I started to feel like myself again. Weird... But that's what happened this morning. Day 9 huh.. and my initial plan was 3 rest days.. I am sure, at that time life was looking at me and smirking, 3 rest days, oh honey head.. you're so confident sometimes. 😅 The test result is better yesterday... … Continue reading Day 9
Day 8
Well... On Day 8, let's write about freedom. Yep, when my movement is restricted, I choose to think about freedom. Today, I found how refreshing it is to have a hot shower! Seriously... I can't have a shower due to the infus cable.. but last night the nurses took out the infus needle out of … Continue reading Day 8
Day 7
I'm feeling great this morning, hopefully all the tests will come out with the preferred result today. I must say .. the last 7 days are the quietest 7 days in my life! Of course it's a forced quiet day, since the location is not really mesmerizing. But mygudness, forced or not, I love these … Continue reading Day 7
Day 6
I finished the book today, teary and snotty 😅. The book is just.... Hh... I don't know how to describe it. When I took it from the book shelf, my only thought was that it was thick enough, so my hospital days will be a little better. And... The book is telling me a doomed … Continue reading Day 6
Day 5
I know I'm surrounded by people who genuinely care about me. What a reliefKarin Sabrina
Day 4
Eh... Continue to day 4? Yes... Yes it is... Still bed rest up to day 4. My plan? I was planning to come to work today, but alas, life just laughed at my silliness. Haha... Goin to work? Not yet honey.. not yet .. I think that's how life sees me now. So... Let's have … Continue reading Day 4
Day 3
It's a too long postponed much needed rest. Dear body, apologize for my stubbornness, you're exhausted with all physical and emotional load, and yet I refuse to get a proper bed rest... Because... I dunno ... Apologize, because I need you to scream and finally show me you had enough.... I know... The deep emotional … Continue reading Day 3
Day 2
Day 2, bed resting, it's not a familiar feeling, to let the world move without you, funny right? I always think I already let go of all the wants to control, the FOMO feelings, but on the 2nd day of my sick leave, I still want to check my work email, boff. Amazing. I have … Continue reading Day 2
Sick Leave
I'm taking a sick leave today, yes, I'm literally sick ya. I was thinking to take leave some days ago, just to rest and clear up my mind a bit. But life, understandably snorted at that plan since I have used my leave to work from home, twice. Admittedly I still do some work from … Continue reading Sick Leave
