Tonight.. I released the old wound. I release the old stories along with the wound. I release the why me question, enough that I know all is well for me. I release the wtf in their head? I have too many stories in my head myself, so no more other people stay in my head … Continue reading Release
Prosperous
How lucky I am that I can heal so much after the things that I thought were unbearable. How lucky I am that I now walk through the day with a brave soul within. How lucky I am that I no longer fit the frame that some people tried so hard to put me into. … Continue reading Prosperous
Mid 2026
It's almost at the end of June.... And I need to do a life audit this mid year time. I shall put more structure in my daily activities. Structure, not goals, because I need to know whether I am really living my life, or am I just walking through the day half dead. There's another … Continue reading Mid 2026
The pattern
I found an article yesterday about the pattern of harassment from an abusive ex husband. It is said that from the report of some survivors, the harassment is usually worsened if the ex wife seems to be living well. So, if the ex wife has a new job, get new friends, enter a healthy relationship, … Continue reading The pattern
Survivor
Dear survivor from an abusive household, you are amazingly strong.I don't know at what stage you're currently. Maybe you're still fighting for your legal single status at the courthouse,Or maybe you're still figuring out what you are going to do now,Perhaps today is that day when it hits you hard that you don't want to … Continue reading Survivor
Package
I am extremely lucky! But let me tell you this, it's a very new way of thinking for me. I wasn't born thinking I was so blessed and privileged. No.. I was a skinny tall girl who was thinking that everyone else was lucky but me. Everyone else had something that I didn't. And that's … Continue reading Package
The past
Ow, hello past wound, It's not nice to see you again, But if I must chat with you, so be it. And it's not surprising that you're still using the same threats and bitter words, the decade passed you by and you still stuck at the same rotten point in your life.I even notice you're … Continue reading The past
A book
If I write a book... No... When I write a book, it will be about me. About what part of me to be specific? That's the question I'm toying with nowadays. I write.. in this blog... Mostly to channeling my emotions et al. But a post in LinkedIn sparks this idea inside me. You want … Continue reading A book
Ashes
How do you know that you have healed? It is that undisturbed calm in your mind, even though you are face-to-face to the very thing that cut you bleed open decades ago. The fire that used to burn you hot, put you on sleepless nights, endless tears, now that fire has burned the old you … Continue reading Ashes
I am good
I have a healthy body, this is my way to remind myself that I have something good right here, right now. I can run 7 kilometers with hilly terrain, and I can have the time and place to rest properly. This means I have the time and chance to train my body. I choose to … Continue reading I am good
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