Kehidupan terus berjalan, meski Aku disini terluka parah. Bukan karena tidak perduli tetapi karena memang yg Harus berhenti untuk mengobatiku adalah diriku sendiri. Kehidupan tidak berhutang apa-apa padaku, tidak juga punya kewajiban untuk melembutkan semua batu tajam disekitarku agar Aku tidak terluka. Terimakasih untuk kesadaran ini, sadar untuk berhenti jauh lebih baik daripada terus bergerak … Continue reading Berhenti
Wintering
I'm surprised with the complexity of the letting go process.... Some things are easier to let go, but some things, are harder, and when I still let them go, they bring along part of me, and I'm left with an open wound. No, I don't want to get back again, even though the hurt is … Continue reading Wintering
Simple
I hope I can reach that age where I can calmly say, live simply my darling, enjoy, cry, laugh, that's what really matters.Karin Sabrina
Maybe
It's a great time to be a bad person eh? It's a sad time for most of us Greed and arrogance are massive But it's night time... Yes it is dark and uncertain But tomorrow will come Not with a glorious glow perhaps... But a steady light It's night time now To the day I … Continue reading Maybe
Fatigue
I'm having a deep emotional turmoil now, so I'm always tired, the kind of tiredness that doesn't go away with sleep. So be it then, this unknown path is scary, but now I know enough that walking in the unknown is always better than being stuck in the known but depressed. Karin Sabrina
Scream
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Quiet
I have two alarms to take a break from Monday to friday... At 10.30 am. And 15.30 pm. Not always successful, but it often does. Every time the alarm rings, I walk to the office lobby and sit by the window for ten minutes minimum. What if your boss sees you? Well he is welcome … Continue reading Quiet
Access
Inhale Exhale That's how I access the evergreen calmness within me. It's still not easy to be in that state, but I guess I'm faster now to disrupt the endless scenarios made by my own mind. Whenever I started to feel, hemm these imaginary stories are not foreign.... Ah... Okay mind, you can't stop now. … Continue reading Access
Pain
I forgive it all, I am not sure how much forgiveness that I can give to "all", but today I forgive it all. Tomorrow, every morning and before I go to bed, this is my mantra: I forgive it all. I am no longer a slave of that past and the future. I strive to … Continue reading Pain
Baggage
When the last old baggage went down, there was relief and strangely, sadness. The old baggage was so familiar and I didn't even realize that it's heavy baggage. I carried it wherever I go, believing that it serves me well someday somehow. Then finally I put it down. A realization hit that I never need … Continue reading Baggage
