It's a too long postponed much needed rest. Dear body, apologize for my stubbornness, you're exhausted with all physical and emotional load, and yet I refuse to get a proper bed rest... Because... I dunno ... Apologize, because I need you to scream and finally show me you had enough.... I know... The deep emotional … Continue reading Day 3
Day 2
Day 2, bed resting, it's not a familiar feeling, to let the world move without you, funny right? I always think I already let go of all the wants to control, the FOMO feelings, but on the 2nd day of my sick leave, I still want to check my work email, boff. Amazing. I have … Continue reading Day 2
Sick Leave
I'm taking a sick leave today, yes, I'm literally sick ya. I was thinking to take leave some days ago, just to rest and clear up my mind a bit. But life, understandably snorted at that plan since I have used my leave to work from home, twice. Admittedly I still do some work from … Continue reading Sick Leave
Berhenti
Kehidupan terus berjalan, meski Aku disini terluka parah. Bukan karena tidak perduli tetapi karena memang yg Harus berhenti untuk mengobatiku adalah diriku sendiri. Kehidupan tidak berhutang apa-apa padaku, tidak juga punya kewajiban untuk melembutkan semua batu tajam disekitarku agar Aku tidak terluka. Terimakasih untuk kesadaran ini, sadar untuk berhenti jauh lebih baik daripada terus bergerak … Continue reading Berhenti
Wintering
I'm surprised with the complexity of the letting go process.... Some things are easier to let go, but some things, are harder, and when I still let them go, they bring along part of me, and I'm left with an open wound. No, I don't want to get back again, even though the hurt is … Continue reading Wintering
Simple
I hope I can reach that age where I can calmly say, live simply my darling, enjoy, cry, laugh, that's what really matters.Karin Sabrina
Maybe
It's a great time to be a bad person eh? It's a sad time for most of us Greed and arrogance are massive But it's night time... Yes it is dark and uncertain But tomorrow will come Not with a glorious glow perhaps... But a steady light It's night time now To the day I … Continue reading Maybe
Fatigue
I'm having a deep emotional turmoil now, so I'm always tired, the kind of tiredness that doesn't go away with sleep. So be it then, this unknown path is scary, but now I know enough that walking in the unknown is always better than being stuck in the known but depressed. Karin Sabrina
Scream
AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH that's enough for tonight Karin Sabrina
Quiet
I have two alarms to take a break from Monday to friday... At 10.30 am. And 15.30 pm. Not always successful, but it often does. Every time the alarm rings, I walk to the office lobby and sit by the window for ten minutes minimum. What if your boss sees you? Well he is welcome … Continue reading Quiet
