I'm having a deep emotional turmoil now, so I'm always tired, the kind of tiredness that doesn't go away with sleep. So be it then, this unknown path is scary, but now I know enough that walking in the unknown is always better than being stuck in the known but depressed. Karin Sabrina
Scream
AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH AAAAAAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJH that's enough for tonight Karin Sabrina
Quiet
I have two alarms to take a break from Monday to friday... At 10.30 am. And 15.30 pm. Not always successful, but it often does. Every time the alarm rings, I walk to the office lobby and sit by the window for ten minutes minimum. What if your boss sees you? Well he is welcome … Continue reading Quiet
Access
Inhale Exhale That's how I access the evergreen calmness within me. It's still not easy to be in that state, but I guess I'm faster now to disrupt the endless scenarios made by my own mind. Whenever I started to feel, hemm these imaginary stories are not foreign.... Ah... Okay mind, you can't stop now. … Continue reading Access
Pain
I forgive it all, I am not sure how much forgiveness that I can give to "all", but today I forgive it all. Tomorrow, every morning and before I go to bed, this is my mantra: I forgive it all. I am no longer a slave of that past and the future. I strive to … Continue reading Pain
Baggage
When the last old baggage went down, there was relief and strangely, sadness. The old baggage was so familiar and I didn't even realize that it's heavy baggage. I carried it wherever I go, believing that it serves me well someday somehow. Then finally I put it down. A realization hit that I never need … Continue reading Baggage
Relief
For the things that I wish I have but I don't. For the sharp truth that I am enough even if no one agrees with me. For my side of the story is acknowledged by my closest. For the difficult path. For the time being. Karin Sabrina
Finally
All hell break lose Finally Now I know
Speechless
And our government still 'enjoy enjoy aja!'. Literally speechless.
