“Look at the stars. It won’t fix the economy. It won’t stop wars. It won’t give you flat abs, or even help you figure out your relationship. But it’s important. It helps you to remember that you and your problems are both infinitesimally small and conversely, that you are a piece of an amazing and vast universe.”

– Kate Bartolotta

There are always these mixed-up feelings whenever I arrive in December, another year will soon pass, but there are some issues that have not been resolved, some problems seem to hang on for an indefinite time, but then I am also grateful for the year has brought a lot of unthinkable blessings for me, my luxurious intimate wedding ceremony at the beginning of this year, the fact that I am living happily surrounded by my favorite humans, the vacations as well as the ordinary days, all is indeed going well..

At the end of this year, I am sure that little by little, all my problems will resolve. The universe usually responds to our wishes the same way as our minds see them. Amen. Yes, of course, the problems will never cease to be in our lives, the problems are also the things that make us grows stronger and hopefully a better person. I am not asking to be free from all of my problems, I am asking for resolutions toward some issues that I’ve been forced to be dealt with for a long time.

I have been dealing with a bully for more than a decade, and I am still rebuilding myself. Along with time, although I have no manuals whatsoever on rebuilding myself I am sure that all the important bits of myself will be rebuilt in a beautiful way.

This time at the end of the year, I am making a promise to myself, I will never let a bully tear me again. I have a beautiful life, I am loved, and I will always lack sufficient time to love my favorite humans.

Cheers, may you too able to find your peace whenever, wherever you are, 

Karin Sabrina