I just found out that the ability to regulate our own body and emotional state is a skill. A difficult one, too.Well… so be it.Over the last few days, I've been taking a series of personality assessments. Not the free ones—I actually paid for them because I forgot to cancel the trial subscription.Urrrgh…But I guess … Continue reading Personality
Love
Weightless
Welcome July, Thank you June. May we all be blessed with knowledge that we are all in one team. We shared this beautiful time and place together. Karin Sabrina
Release
Tonight.. I released the old wound. I release the old stories along with the wound. I release the why me question, enough that I know all is well for me. I release the wtf in their head? I have too many stories in my head myself, so no more other people stay in my head … Continue reading Release
I remember
I remember when I was 7 years young, I was so disappointed because my mother was not willing to buy me a red docmart boots. I remember that I was so happy being left alone at home with books and chocolate. My biggest dream at that time was having this huge library with a never … Continue reading I remember
Emcee
Trust
I read something beautiful today: the opposite of anxiety isn’t calm… it’s trust.And for some reason, that sentence clicked something inside me. It’s only when I can trust life that calmness finds its way back to me.I lost my trust in life decades ago. It didn’t disappear in one dramatic moment—it corroded, slowly, quietly, bit … Continue reading Trust
Healing
Healing is not a straight road. It is not a staircase where each step leads neatly to the next. It’s a forest path — winding, muddy, sometimes disappearing. Some days you’ll feel light pouring through the trees, and other days it will be all shadows. Both are part of the same journey. It is hard … Continue reading Healing
Sadhana.2
This morning I was angry with my husband. Not just annoyed—angry. He was supposed to do something, he didn’t, and when I texted him about it, he replied with a laughing emoticon. That was it. The spark. I exploded inside.But then life went on. I carried the anger with me, heavy in my chest, yet … Continue reading Sadhana.2
Not my way
I’m learning to accept this part of him.His coping mechanism drives me nuts sometimes, but that’s because I expect him to be someone else. I compare myself with him — my way of fighting the storm against his way of waiting it out — and that’s not fair.He may not fight the storm the way … Continue reading Not my way
Sick leave
I’m taking a sick leave today. Just a common cold and a headache—not terrible, but honestly, who doesn’t need a rest day once in a while? So I stayed home, slept in, and asked my husband to brew me a cup of tea. Everyone in the house made their own breakfast this morning, except me. … Continue reading Sick leave