Albeit the bitter world or hateful person I must face in flesh from time to time, I'm grateful for I still have a safe home. I am blessed with a place so full with love and care, and being surrounded with all my favorite humans every single day is really a simple yet beautiful life … Continue reading Safe
Relationship
Nein
It's difficult to take 'No' as a definitive answer, especially when I feel I've tried so hard and have been waiting for so long. Mais c'est la vie, non? There are always more No (s) than the yes (es) given to us as an answer. This afternoon,I felt a pang of pain when I still … Continue reading Nein
Bewölkt
Bewölkt is from german language, it means cloudy, and that's what I feel today. Another door is closed todayI Believe another door is already openedI only need to find that opened doorA cloudy day is a cool day, the rain is coming, perhaps even a rainbow. The wind caresses the leaves, bring down the old … Continue reading Bewölkt
Today
A mother of my colleague passed away this afternoonAn old co-worker has a very bad day, the bos just keep on yelling to her. I am inspired to celebrate my self. From now on, I'm going to start my day with : I'm proud of you for.... I forgive you for.... And I'm committed to … Continue reading Today
Yes
Yes, I am happy now, my smile is genuine and comes from grateful and thankful heart because I am loved and cared tenderly. A dark and bitter mind will never understand this delicate and beautiful feelings of being genuinely Happy. Yes, I do have many super power, I have a super power to see beyond … Continue reading Yes
Decisions
Do not ever base your decisions on the advice of those who don't have to deal with the results When I have to make difficult decisions, such as to stay in a toxic relationship but considered as an acceptable member of this society I live amongst, or to divorce and become an outcast, I learn … Continue reading Decisions
Angry
“Anger is a necessary stage of the healing process. Be willing to feel your anger, even though it may seem endless. The more you truly feel it, the more it will begin to dissipate and the more you will heal.”Elisabeth Kubler-Ross and David Kessler You should be angry. You must not be bitter. Bitterness is … Continue reading Angry
Storm
Once upon a time, in an unprecedented time, a storm will meet you in your life path. It's a huge and wild storm, you will not know what to do about it, you will not know when the storm will pass, how long will the storm be? The storm will:Shatter your old self, no matter … Continue reading Storm
Disorder
I know one , two, three, four, well... several bitter persons in my life path, oh my... They are so bitter, whenever I must interact with them, I get headache. True, they are bitter with everyone, and more than often, I keep saying, o well, we are all human right? We all have mistakes and … Continue reading Disorder
Anniversary
Lucky I'm in love with my best friendLucky to have been where I have beenLucky to be coming home againLucky we're in love in every wayLucky to have stayed where we have stayed-Jason Mraz-
