After you went away, I found a new life, a life that is calm, warm, safe and even luxurious. I never want the life that I had when we were still together. The memories still hurt, even the wound still bleeds. I am not suitable for you, stay at a great distance from me. I … Continue reading After
pain
Uprooted
There are times when we are being "uprooted". At that time the solid ground is not solid anymore, we lost the security from the quiet soil. We can't stand straight, we may be bent, or broken or even falling face first to the ground, and we don't think it's possible to get up again... But … Continue reading Uprooted
Tough
They asked her,"How do you get through tough moments?"She answered, Do not trust the way you see yourself when your mind is turbulent and remember that even pain is temporary. Honor your boundaries, treat yourself gently, let go of perfection, and feel your emotions without letting them control you. You have enough experience to face … Continue reading Tough
Hurt
In English: Of course I'll hurt you.Of course you'll hurt me.Of course we will hurt each other.But, this is the very condition of existence.To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter.To become present, means accepting the risk of absence. I was reminded today that I should not seek only good things in familial relationships, … Continue reading Hurt
Aysha
Why did you leave so soon my dear? Did you find out that the world is far from perfect... Way too far.. Why did you leave so soon my dear? We haven't met yet...I wonder what you would think of me if we were having a chance to meet..It's hard to let you go my … Continue reading Aysha
Relax
I believe I am healed; Most of the wounds has turn into rough scars, some are visible, some aren't. Few wounds still bleed, even the lightest touch will cause a painful memories to emerge. But I will let it go, relax, relax, relax. May you find peace, amen. Karin Sabrina
A letter
Dear Ms. Bitter, I am deeply concerned about your rude attitude at the office. I don't think you realize that your incivility is actually shining a bright light upon your extremely insecure inner self.It seems that you have a very bitter, harsh life, I can be wrong for sure, since I do not have adequate … Continue reading A letter
Scars
A colleague called in tears, and she told me her stories, I was taken aback and my mind flew to a time where I was at her position, being abused verbally, emotionally and physically by a husband. There was a lot of tears over that phone call; hers and mine. The phone call ended abruptly … Continue reading Scars
Kim
First, I don't personally like the Kardashians, I never watch their reality show, I am very rarely watch any tv show for that matter. I don't have any Instagram account, in short: I never have any interest toward them. But then, I've seen the news about Kim Kardashian who must go to court to be … Continue reading Kim
Thrive
We all have a chance to thrive in life, no matter how slim the chance is, but it's there. For a fellow woman who is realized that she and her children are currently in an abusive household, please leave that known abusive environment to the unknown. The unknown is ... Well... Unknown... But it's definitely … Continue reading Thrive
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