I’m surprised with the complexity of the letting go process…. Some things are easier to let go, but some things, are harder, and when I still let them go, they bring along part of me, and I’m left with an open wound.

No, I don’t want to get back again, even though the hurt is … Different from what I’ve experienced before. I will be healed, bit by bit, but I will be healed.

I need lots of sleep now, lots of rest, to make time to inhale and exhale .. these couple of weeks I don’t have energy to run, as a matter of fact I don’t have much energy for everything. I think my wintering phase is close, the moment where I deliberately choose to rest.

I am a wounded soul, and I accept it as part of me. I may not recover as fast as I wish, but that’s okay, good things take time.

Amen.

Karin Sabrina