I never knew... Until just recently, a mindless state is not a bad state at all... I get used to the continuous streams of my own thought and I never knew that I could stop the stream, and it seems so normal. Don't overthink, don't sweat the small stuff... There are so many quotes about … Continue reading Mindless
mental health
Pause
Sometimes the life that I've been holding to, shatters, no announcement, no symptoms, it just shatters. After it happens several times, now I know that it's a great reminder to pause. It seems so unimportant - to pause-, but it really is. Let's take time to stop for a while, to not entangle into thoughts, … Continue reading Pause
Half Marathon
I did a half marathon last Saturday, I completed 21 K in 3 hours 8 minutes. Still a galaxy afar from Eliud Kipchoge time record. But I finished it, and I am so damn proud of my self, of these beautiful legs, of this body of mine. It was my very first half marathon and … Continue reading Half Marathon
Reverse
What if I reverse all ( or at the very least: most ... ) of the negative thoughts regarding my financial status? My salary is enough. I can pay my debts. A tiny bit of it every single time, but eventually I'll pay it off; all of it. I can also make savings: daily, weekly, … Continue reading Reverse
Taste
The Painted Drum
Magnet
Paradoxical
The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it's not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of another person--without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on … Continue reading Paradoxical
Again
It's time like this, within one hiccups in life, in time of hardship, when I am in the state of distress, that I feel the willingness to try anything to claw my my out from this problem. This problem has been tailing me for almost 8 years, yes, it's almost a decade time and I … Continue reading Again
Certificate
I made a certificate for myself today. These last few days, I was kinda upset with everything and everyone, so I hope, by making some serious looking "certificate" for myself, I could light up the mood a bit. I know I need to dig deeper, it's not usual for me to feel angry toward everything. … Continue reading Certificate
Clean up
I dare to say... I like cleaning up, you know the house work: washing the dishes, sweeping, mopping, putting the laundry into the washing machine, and sometimes when all the stars line up correctly, I even clean the storage room: sorting, rearranging, and tossing out things that have never resurfaced for the last three years … Continue reading Clean up
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