There's a song or was it a quote? I can't remember, but it is something about to turn back once in a while to see the mountains behind you. Those mountains were your biggest problems, the moments where you think it's the end of your life, your career, everything; yet you're here now, Standing tall … Continue reading Shedding
Life
Worry
May all of us find courage to handle problems Countless time I had heard the useless-ness of being constantly worried, but something 'clicked' today... And I'm determined to not let my mind drown myself in weariness all the time. I have a good life now ... And that's what really matter. Karin Sabrina
Comparison
I've just read somewhere, nobody is truly happy with their lot in this life. So to let go comparison is the most liberating act of love we will ever do to ourselves. A princess has shared to the public that she got cancer, a famous super sexy singer has been cheated, a dear friend who … Continue reading Comparison
The bottom
So, this is what it feels like, to be at the bottom (again).. Sure, different times, different situations, but the location is clear: at the bottom.I'm scared, I do not know what to do, I don't know how to crawl back out from this bottom hole. But maybe this whole thing is not really bad … Continue reading The bottom
Miley
I know I used to be crazy I know I used to be funYou say I used to be wild I say I used to be youngMiley Cyrus - used to be young - The latest from Miley, for some reasons which are not entirely clear to me, these lyrics stick into my head. I … Continue reading Miley
Admit
May I get through this ... I must admit, I'm tired, and this tiredness can't be cured with 8 hours sleep. I must admit, I am in awe with all of the unfairness that I must go through, silently, because I'm a woman. No support after a divorce, a bloody expensive fee to the money-hungry … Continue reading Admit
Conversation
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain. So... What's up? What activities are you up to now? For me it's equal to... So.... I heard you work with minimum wage... Is that correct? Tell me about it, then 3 minutes later I'll tell you about how perfect my life is. No offense … Continue reading Conversation
Practice
Prioritize the present instead of the past or the future.... To type that, is hard... To practice it ... Almost unimaginable.... How? With my hyperactive monkey mind.... To be calm and present for more than 15 seconds; it seems unattainable. But then again... All good things, all major achievements in life once appeared as unattainable … Continue reading Practice
Downgrade
I am downgrading my lifestyle... Not because I'm having a minimalist hype, not at all... I'm downgrading because I have to. I have no other option. A massive debt is still staring at me... It's been eight years now... I did everything that I can do... But it seems every attempt to crush this debt, … Continue reading Downgrade
Light
Dear light within, I know you're there, please come nearer, hold me, pat my back gently, kiss my forehead and say "all is well kid... All is well indeed... I'm tired, I know I must get going, but to where, how?, all the doors seem tightly shut. Dear light within, Touch my face when I … Continue reading Light