Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why? No... I do not spend more time, I do it all the time.. why? Because I don't know how not to think about the future or the past. I have been trying harder for the last two weeks though.... To think about … Continue reading Present
Life
Addicted
I'm addicted to worry... I never realized that until today. This last week... I was experimenting with my own thoughts. I made notes about my thoughts at that particular moment... Sad, worry, the past, regret, another worry... And so on.... And yes.. almost every minute I worry about something. So .... I'll try to talk … Continue reading Addicted
Bienvenue 2024
No more resolution this year, I'm no good at keeping promises I made for myself and I blame myself relentlessly because of those broken promises. No more resolution this year, the future is not a place we know, not even a tiny part. The best time is now, the present, and to appreciate the "now" … Continue reading Bienvenue 2024
Name
I finally know how noisy my head is. And I want to make it calm, every time it mentioned something from the past, I said : the past is dead, each time it says about the weary future, I said: pay attention to what I'm doing right now, I'm ironing, the clothes must be neat … Continue reading Name
Rain
Hello rain, it's been some time since the last time we met... You're busy pouring down; purifying everything, and I'm writing with a hot cup of tea by my side, trying to tap into my being. I believe you bring a lot of stories from afar... I believe you bring blessings to all living things, … Continue reading Rain
Mindless
I never knew... Until just recently, a mindless state is not a bad state at all... I get used to the continuous streams of my own thought and I never knew that I could stop the stream, and it seems so normal. Don't overthink, don't sweat the small stuff... There are so many quotes about … Continue reading Mindless
Taste
The Painted Drum
Small
Invest, 2 dollar a day Read financial books 5 pages a day Write everyday in this blog, I have no pressure, no deadline, no need to think about market share, just write. Running... Aim for HM next year. Be grateful with your food Sleep well, Take good care of myself Speak nice to myself Why … Continue reading Small
Paradoxical
The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it's not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of another person--without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on … Continue reading Paradoxical
Simple
I sometimes err... No... Often ... I often forget how to live simpler; spending my time to replay old stories in my head, then I become sad and in a bad bad mood. I even try to change someone else to fit a picture in my head, a very useless thing to do. So, how … Continue reading Simple