Finally, I don’t mind making her disappointed with me. Strange… But … It’s a big relief I’m here at this point right now. I navigate the world differently from her and I know she strongly disagrees with lots of my decisions.

No .. I’m not blaming her anymore. And that’s the point. I accept that we are two different adult women with our own set of problems and I don’t mind if she doesn’t do the same for me. I can carry on my life the way I see fit.

Maybe.. this is the beauty of being a mature adult. This is the point where I don’t blame anyone including myself. I even accept all things well, calmly, with a smile on my lips.

Today, every time my mind is starting to form a knot, I remember to breathe. Inhale and exhale. And at the end of today, I am calm. Today has passed and I am grateful. Amen.

Cheers,

Karin Sabrina