A door is opened today… And I’m nervous. I couldn’t stay calm… The smart watch shows exactly how I feel, 70% of today I spend with moderate stress. I tried to stay calm but this offer that has presented itself so unexpectedly, really made me nervous.

I wonder if this is truly the answer to all my tears and prayer? I really really hope so. We have been through a year of pruning, I see it that way. All that is not necessary being cut away. And it’s tough… Terribly tough.

I’ve heard that saying: you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option. But to hear and to experience it first hand is really a different story.

I am going to rest, it’s a huge day, I trust the flow of the universe, I believe the ultimate good that has no opposite. I have received the good and I shall continue to receive them.

Amen.