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My focus word for this month is miracle—because that’s what I need: a miracle. I am leaving my excessive anxiety, regrets, and tightly held impostor syndrome in the keeping of March. I am stepping into April lighter, softer, and fully believing in miracles. This month, I invite miracles into my life. Perhaps they are already nearby, just waiting for me to notice.

I cried this morning. I shed my tears. I let go of everything that was weighing me down. I used to bite my tongue, hold back my words—but not today. Today, I said everything I needed to say. I spoke my heart, and I am ready for whatever comes next. I got a hug, and I cried again. It felt right. It felt like the perfect way to begin this clean slate—with tears.

They say salt water is a kind of panacea. That no illness exists that cannot be cured by the sea, by sweat, or by tears.

In April, I am happy. I am at peace. I am enough. I live an abundant life. I am fortunate. This month, my life is overflowing with miracles. I am kind, I am thriving, I am growing, and I am calm. I have everything I need—and even slightly more. And more than that, I want everything I already have.

Enough with self-blame. Enough with feeling unworthy. Enough with accepting the bare minimum. Enough with guilt, with feeling small and incapable.

I deserve to live fully. I deserve a raise. I deserve recognition. I deserve a comfortable life—one where I no longer have to worry about how I will pay for this or that. I attract good people. I am loved by the mighty forces of the Universe. And now, I am turning all the dirt into gold, just like the alchemist in Paulo Coelho’s book.

And I shall receive it.

This richness of mine is something that cannot be taken away. I have enough, and I know how to be grateful.

And now, I invite you—what will be your word for April?

This is the season of bloom, of growth, of life awakening. A single word can be an anchor, a guiding light, a quiet promise to yourself. Choose a word that speaks to your heart, that carries you forward. Hold it close.

Let it shape your April.

Let it shape you.

Karin Sabrina