I’m good with problems now .. not because my problems are so tiny, so it’s easy to manage; I’m on good terms with problems because I know now that problems will be close by, as long as I live, and I need to accept that.
I don’t mind these long strings of problems. It’s true the sayings that goes: the world is only the mirror of your reflection, when I decided to accept the bundling nature of life and problems, I feel calm.. and my world is calm too.
In the last few weeks, I have sometimes felt like I’m sitting in the eye of the hurricane, everything around me is chaotic and swirls madly but I feel calm… I’m not sure why… Maybe because of the acceptance… or perhaps my mind is already numb with endless problems, or perhaps the 7 minutes of meditation is really working… I am clueless. But I like this strange peaceful-ness… Even my mom’s bitter commentaries about my life don’t disturb this peace … Strong isn’t?
So, may we all be blessed with peace, amen.
Karin Sabrina