Another year almost pass by, I’m still here. It’s another perfect-with-its-imperfections year.  Another shattered heart,  lots of disappointments, accompanied with endless gratitude and lots of the teary laughter.

At the beginning of this year, I have chosen unknown path,  yes, I was freakingly scared… All I want in life is.. Happiness. Yep.. You read it right.  The big H. I want to be happy. I thought it was a simple thing to ask in life. Well.. It is simple thing, but if we really want to be happy,  it means that we need to let go a lot of things. Let the anger go, let the weariness go… Let the judgment go…I kept all this negativity once, and I am far from happy.  

Then life give me a string if lessons ( a.k a problems)  ,  because when we want something really bad,  the whole universe will conspire to give it to you ( beware of your wish is real people!)  I want to be happy,  life showed me the things that inhibit the growth of happiness within me and I was forced to let go all this things.  

All the things I faced this year, shattered my old self.. But I am grateful nevertheless, because at the end of this year,  I feel that I am a brand new person. To be happy means to be grateful for life. We don’t need expensive things,  don’t need everything first class, all we need to nurture the growth of happiness is gratefulness. I believe that in life I never lose. I either win or learn. 

It seems like I constantly have a stormy life.. But this is the only life I have.. So I’m going to have a life Worth living.  Full of love.. Full of hope..

All is well.. All is well.. Amen..  Amen.

Ps. It’s kinda serious note today huh? Well I am a serious and silly person, mature and immature,  extro and intro at the same time.  I am strange and I love it. 😊😊😊😊