In the height of my worries tonight, that simple reminder came to me again: no mud, no lotus.This city has been baked in summer heat for nearly two weeks. Then suddenly—tonight—the rain came. Heavy rain. Not for long, but just enough. The smell of grass and trees rose up like a song, and I couldn’t … Continue reading No mud No lotus
Growth
Shines
Those who envy me, you make me shine. Those who criticize me, you make me move forward. Those who detest me, you make me stronger. For you who loves me, you make me forget them all. Unknown In my “radio days,” I was young, naive, and full of fire. I loved my work — imagine … Continue reading Shines
Alone
I never knew I would cherish this kind of time, being alone in a coffee shop, just me and my thoughts.. I was always planning to spend this quiet time without scrolling my phone but.. I often forgot to bring my hardcopy book, and to get back into the office just to take the book … Continue reading Alone
Barista
So today you're paying a visit for me... Ok.. never set a schedule, you're always surprising, and make me half-paralyzed. Fear and Deep anxiety, I cannot say I'm happy to see both of you today but, have a seat. I believe you have something important to tell me. I think you want to tell me … Continue reading Barista
Mantra
Positive people are not ignoring the darkness of this world, they have dragged themselves painfully into the light and choose to share it with youGrowing Brave Which limitations stop you from feeling truly peaceful? Guilt, it's hard to believe that I am worthy unless I earned it. Imposter syndrome, people pleaser, fear of rejection. I … Continue reading Mantra
Gelato
I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now. And I'm grateful. But, don't you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn't? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted … Continue reading Gelato
Notes
My dear self, you're so brave today.. you paid a part of that gigantic debt... You still don't know how to pay the next bill and debt installment but you're a hardcore believer that good things will come at the right time. You're also brave enough to start questioning your own thoughts. You know now … Continue reading Notes
Changing
I lost it, I don't have that 'unconditional' trust anymore to anyone even to those who I vowed to be the dearest to me. And it's a good feeling to realize that I've grown, I've changed. For so long I gave my trust to others, so they can decide what's best for me, they can … Continue reading Changing