I have a dream notes, I started to handwrite my dreams into the book. This idea is still very new, I miss the dreamer within me. So I wish to call her again, through the dreams I write. Why handwrite? Hmm... Not sure but I'm a romantic person... And to handwrite my dreams sounds romantic. … Continue reading Dreams
calmness
Present
It's good to be here, and boy... What a long time to realize that. True, there is so much to experience in life and I'm happy to be alive. Life is hard and I found out that I have no control toward everything outside myself. Even to control my own mind is similar to hard … Continue reading Present
To do list
For the last few days I'm writing the to do list in the morning. Not much... 5 to 6 items. But IĀ really like it when I see that all the task items have been checked. I also busy lately, taming my mind.
Gelato
I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now.Ā And I'm grateful. But,Ā don't you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn't? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted … Continue reading Gelato
Attitude
Oogway : Quit, don't quit... Noodles, don't noodles... You are too concerned about what was and what will be. There is a saying: yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. So today I am trying something new. A new attitude, I am going to live for today, I am fed … Continue reading Attitude
Love day
We celebrate our day today. Not a fancy celebration,Ā no dining out, no cakes, no presents, just a simple "happy love day darling", in the morning. On this day, some years ago, love chose us. We were full of scars from our previous relationships, still are .. and perhaps we will forever be in our … Continue reading Love day
Problems
I'm good with problems now .. not because my problems are so tiny, so it's easy to manage; I'm on good terms with problems because I know now that problems will be close by, as long as I live, and I need to accept that. I don't mind these long strings of problems. It's true … Continue reading Problems
Quiet
I used to worry whenever my life seemed quiet. I keep looking at far away, to check whether a storm is coming to my life. Not because I'm only happy when it rains... (Don't read it .. sing it! šš) but because I'm so used with it. So when it is calm and sunny, I … Continue reading Quiet
Curiosity
I'm having that "curiosity kill the cat" moment. I'm curious about something or someone but then I also know if I look up for them, I will re-open the old chapter, I will cause unnecessary pain upon my mind and my heart. My heart surely tells me that these toxic people are still ... Toxic … Continue reading Curiosity
Unapologetic
One day I was just so fed up with every negative thought in my own head, so I just said: I'm done okay... I'm done worrying about everything at any given time. I am not doing this anymore. So what if I have a lot of debts? So what if I failed my first marriage, … Continue reading Unapologetic
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