Processing life experiences is hard... Particularly when one had a near death experience. I read that in Claire Nelson's book, Things I learned from falling; A good book, the tagline: A must read true story of 2020 really suits it. Soon after the life-changing experience, we were usually filled with gratitude, we thought we used … Continue reading Experiences
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Chapters
How are you my dear? It's been a while, since the last time you chatted with me... I'm good. Okay, I have scrolled too much in the insta-land. It's admittedly easier to do than to think what to write to myself like this afternoon. But hey... I'm here now. It's raining... It's a beautiful time … Continue reading Chapters
No
I still find it hard to say 'No' towards people that I care about. I never skip a beat to say No to a person I dislike - secretly or openly- but... To say No to a friend or a colleague that I genuinely like... It's a bit problematic. So yesterday, I said yes to … Continue reading No
Present
It's good to be here, and boy... What a long time to realize that. True, there is so much to experience in life and I'm happy to be alive. Life is hard and I found out that I have no control toward everything outside myself. Even to control my own mind is similar to hard … Continue reading Present
Today
What did I do today? I woke up rather late, so I had to skip the 15 minutes of my usual yoga-ish stretching. I wrote 6 things to do and I managed to complete 5 of them, sweet! I made lots of decisions, and I try to not think too much whether the decisions made … Continue reading Today
Happenings
What happened, happened... No... Yes.. no.. I mean ... It's very well true... But today I want to change it into what happened, needs to happen to me. Things that need to happen to me, will happen; whether I like it or not, it will never be questioned, whether I could understand or not will … Continue reading Happenings
Bye
Bye anger, bye hate...I hope not to see you again. Seftirina Sinambela
Re do
I am training myself to face the debt face to face... No.. not all of them at once, but one by one. I am training myself to face my fear, despite the lack of courage, and well... The fear itself. I am re-training myself to be steady amidst the pressure, although my knees feel weak … Continue reading Re do
Invited
Today I don't feel like I have succeeded in anything at all. I had an idea this morning but then it's gone... Okey, lemme think... I was worried about something in September, and now it's still august... Then I remembered to say to myself, why do you worry about something that is 28 days from … Continue reading Invited
Calmness
A rare thing happens this morning. I feel calm..Not really worried about life,I'm not sure why.. Maybe because I've stopped checking that person I dislike on Meta (I did it last time probably 4 months ago!). Or perhaps because I've stopped waiting for a resolution of those awful things in the distant past; I've found … Continue reading Calmness
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