I am training myself to face the debt face to face... No.. not all of them at once, but one by one. I am training myself to face my fear, despite the lack of courage, and well... The fear itself. I am re-training myself to be steady amidst the pressure, although my knees feel weak … Continue reading Re do
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Invited
Today I don't feel like I have succeeded in anything at all. I had an idea this morning but then it's gone... Okey, lemme think... I was worried about something in September, and now it's still august... Then I remembered to say to myself, why do you worry about something that is 28 days from … Continue reading Invited
Calmness
A rare thing happens this morning. I feel calm..Not really worried about life,I'm not sure why.. Maybe because I've stopped checking that person I dislike on Meta (I did it last time probably 4 months ago!). Or perhaps because I've stopped waiting for a resolution of those awful things in the distant past; I've found … Continue reading Calmness
Name
I finally know how noisy my head is. And I want to make it calm, every time it mentioned something from the past, I said : the past is dead, each time it says about the weary future, I said: pay attention to what I'm doing right now, I'm ironing, the clothes must be neat … Continue reading Name
Rain
Hello rain, it's been some time since the last time we met... You're busy pouring down; purifying everything, and I'm writing with a hot cup of tea by my side, trying to tap into my being. I believe you bring a lot of stories from afar... I believe you bring blessings to all living things, … Continue reading Rain
Situations
What do we do when we face some particular life situations and we don't know what to do? An old church song came into my mind: Are you ever burdened with a load of care?Does the cross seem heavy, you are called to bear?Count your many blessings, every doubt will flyAnd you will be singing … Continue reading Situations
Pause
Sometimes the life that I've been holding to, shatters, no announcement, no symptoms, it just shatters. After it happens several times, now I know that it's a great reminder to pause. It seems so unimportant - to pause-, but it really is. Let's take time to stop for a while, to not entangle into thoughts, … Continue reading Pause
Tea time
“When you are drinking tea, it is basically a private conversation between the tea and your individual soul.” – Lu Ann Pannunzio “If you ask Zen people they will say tea is not something that you pour with unawareness and drink like any other drink. It is not a drink, it is meditation; it is … Continue reading Tea time
