I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now. And I'm grateful. But, don't you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn't? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted … Continue reading Gelato
Self reminder
Moment
Happenings
What happened, happened... No... Yes.. no.. I mean ... It's very well true... But today I want to change it into what happened, needs to happen to me. Things that need to happen to me, will happen; whether I like it or not, it will never be questioned, whether I could understand or not will … Continue reading Happenings
Within
Therapeutic
What do you enjoy most about writing? Writing is a way for me to meet myself, it's also a way for me to make peace with what's lost, with unresolved disappointments, with un-conveyed apologies. I also discovered the multi layered of myself and celebrated the growth, the achievements and documented the happy moments through my … Continue reading Therapeutic
Kipchoge
Eliud Kipchoge is DNF (Did Not Finish) in the Marathon Olympic in Paris 2024. “Today was a tough day at the office,” Kipchoge said about failing to finish the race. “You can train for a very long time but one day, it can happen. It’s like boxing. You can go to a training camp for … Continue reading Kipchoge
What If…
Usually I avoid the 'what if' moment... What if that thing that I worried about (which never happened before) will emerge suddenly, what if I don't have enough money to pay that and that next month? So... I don't like the 'what if', because once it pops up in my head, I could create endless … Continue reading What If…
Notes
My dear self, you're so brave today.. you paid a part of that gigantic debt... You still don't know how to pay the next bill and debt installment but you're a hardcore believer that good things will come at the right time. You're also brave enough to start questioning your own thoughts. You know now … Continue reading Notes
Success
On my way in the scrolling land, I found a great re-view about success. And from this day onward I'll count and write about my successes. I no longer believe 'success definition' made by some random motivators or celebrity - I'll ditch it and I'll use my own definition of success. I am a successful … Continue reading Success
Rest
I am following the eight weeks of PB 10K running program from the Gerak app ; Gerak (Indonesian language) means move in English. So in this program each day I have an assignment to do, whether it's easy running 25 minutes, or long running of 50 minutes, or stride practicing or rest. Lately I've been … Continue reading Rest