I have this strange habit of making imaginary conversations, usually when I'm really upset with people that are close to me... In meditation class today, the teacher said that this habit is the flurry of the mind. She made this analogy with a snow ball... It started small, but when it went down, the snow … Continue reading Flurry
Self reminder
Gelato
I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now. And I'm grateful. But, don't you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn't? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted … Continue reading Gelato
Moment
Happenings
What happened, happened... No... Yes.. no.. I mean ... It's very well true... But today I want to change it into what happened, needs to happen to me. Things that need to happen to me, will happen; whether I like it or not, it will never be questioned, whether I could understand or not will … Continue reading Happenings
Within
Therapeutic
What do you enjoy most about writing? Writing is a way for me to meet myself, it's also a way for me to make peace with what's lost, with unresolved disappointments, with un-conveyed apologies. I also discovered the multi layered of myself and celebrated the growth, the achievements and documented the happy moments through my … Continue reading Therapeutic
Kipchoge
Eliud Kipchoge is DNF (Did Not Finish) in the Marathon Olympic in Paris 2024. “Today was a tough day at the office,” Kipchoge said about failing to finish the race. “You can train for a very long time but one day, it can happen. It’s like boxing. You can go to a training camp for … Continue reading Kipchoge
What If…
Usually I avoid the 'what if' moment... What if that thing that I worried about (which never happened before) will emerge suddenly, what if I don't have enough money to pay that and that next month? So... I don't like the 'what if', because once it pops up in my head, I could create endless … Continue reading What If…
Notes
My dear self, you're so brave today.. you paid a part of that gigantic debt... You still don't know how to pay the next bill and debt installment but you're a hardcore believer that good things will come at the right time. You're also brave enough to start questioning your own thoughts. You know now … Continue reading Notes
Success
On my way in the scrolling land, I found a great re-view about success. And from this day onward I'll count and write about my successes. I no longer believe 'success definition' made by some random motivators or celebrity - I'll ditch it and I'll use my own definition of success. I am a successful … Continue reading Success