A door is opened today... And I'm nervous. I couldn't stay calm... The smart watch shows exactly how I feel, 70% of today I spend with moderate stress. I tried to stay calm but this offer that has presented itself so unexpectedly, really made me nervous. I wonder if this is truly the answer to … Continue reading The door
manifestation
Thunderstorm
Today, I stood up for love.I protected what mattered.I honored my truth.The storm rose, and I did not run.I was fierce, and I was honest.I gave a voice to the fire inside me.And now…The fire can cool.The sky is clear. The night can hold me. I do not need to carry the weight of this … Continue reading Thunderstorm
Tiramisu
Dear Me, I know how hard it is to keep walking when the path ahead is foggy, when your feet feel heavy with waiting, and your heart aches with quiet wondering. But today, something happened. A dear friend confided in you. He’s been offered a door out. A new job, a better place, maybe even … Continue reading Tiramisu
Protest
I have a strong tendency to avoid the negative chit chat in the office, you know when your friends talk about everything that goes wrong in the management, in the country, in the world? I don't want to engage with that kind of conversation. I don't want to ruin my inner peace, and yes I … Continue reading Protest
Confidence
My focus word for July is "here and now". It's a mantra to remind me that "here and now" is all I got, it is the only thing that exists. I hope I can walk confidently through the day with my focus word. Yesterday has gone, the future does not exist yet, today is the … Continue reading Confidence
Prosperity
For example, many people are waiting for prosperity. (But) It cannot come in the future. When you honor, acknowledge, and fully accept your present reality - where you are, who you are, what you are doing right now - when you fully accept what you have got, you are grateful for what you have got, … Continue reading Prosperity
A crack
I repeat, Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. It took more than 4 decades for me to understand this verse. After all of hardened resistance to the simplicity of what is, and the endless regrets, fear and bottomless anxiety, I finally crack. And thank … Continue reading A crack
The voice
How is your inner voice this week? She doesn't control everything anymore. That's a huge relief. Whenever she starts to be chatty and complain and remind me about everything that is wrong in my life, I stop her immediately and said, hi... ( I need to give her a name, hmmm I should think a … Continue reading The voice
Small Things
Find three things around you that bring you joy. A neat and clean table and shelves. Books. For the current moment, Eckhart Tolle book, The power of Now. A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment. Air conditioned-room, it's boiling season here in Medan. 😅 So there's a great joy everytime I enter into a room with an … Continue reading Small Things
Ask and it will be given to you.
I trust the flow of the universe. All good things come to me. I heard Robert Greene say that we don’t need to complain about anything at all. Everything happens for a reason — a purpose. And weirdly, I feel a big sense of relief.It’s actually a liberating concept. No need to complain — it’s … Continue reading Ask and it will be given to you.
