Now I get it, the saying goes: you can do anything but you can't do everything. Most of the time, I want to do everything, I want to be everything for everyone, no wonder I disappoint all the time. I used to have this many 'want(s)'; I want to be a good mother, I want … Continue reading Dreamful
Love
Curiosity
I'm having that "curiosity kill the cat" moment. I'm curious about something or someone but then I also know if I look up for them, I will re-open the old chapter, I will cause unnecessary pain upon my mind and my heart. My heart surely tells me that these toxic people are still ... Toxic … Continue reading Curiosity
Unapologetic
One day I was just so fed up with every negative thought in my own head, so I just said: I'm done okay... I'm done worrying about everything at any given time. I am not doing this anymore. So what if I have a lot of debts? So what if I failed my first marriage, … Continue reading Unapologetic
Today
Hello Ms Ashworth, You have no idea of who I am but I could confirm that you saved me many times... In a weird logarithmic way... Every time I felt the day was dark, your poem somehow found me, and when I read it, it seemed like you spoke to me directly about whatever problem … Continue reading Today
Room
Yep, I'm building a bigger room for me. A spacious room for forgiveness, I forgive myself for all the decisions that felt so utterly wrong. Of course I feel the grief, but that's because I'm human, and there's nothing wrong with being hurt and disappointed.. but I am no longer a victim of anyone's wrong … Continue reading Room
The answer
Have you ever heard a story about Salvador Dali who is looking for inspiration in his sleep; he'll take a nap while holding a series of keys so at the verge of his dream, the keys will fall from his hand and wake him up. By this way, he'll still remember his dream and paint … Continue reading The answer
Comparison
I've just read somewhere, nobody is truly happy with their lot in this life. So to let go comparison is the most liberating act of love we will ever do to ourselves. A princess has shared to the public that she got cancer, a famous super sexy singer has been cheated, a dear friend who … Continue reading Comparison
Ugly
I just finished a book, cloud cuckoo land by Anthony Doerr, a long unable to stop reading kind of book. I'm too drowsy to write about the book, but I'll tell you what I really like about the book. Ugliness is also part of the beauty... Many times I dream about life free of problems, … Continue reading Ugly
Qatari
Live, laugh and love, especially when you meet a long time friend who currently lives a continent away from you, this evening meet up is so sweet plus both husbands are chatting amicably even though they are just met today. Life doesn't grant beautiful surprises as often as I want, but this surprise is beyond … Continue reading Qatari
Favorite
What’s your favorite thing about yourself? My eyes, big round dark brown eyes, hardly succeed in hiding any emotion of mine. My eyes often 'see' things differently from others, and they could easily spot beauty in everything. My cheerful smile, a very sweet layer to my introver side. My love story with my husband now. … Continue reading Favorite
