I am wonderfully human, gloriously flawed and worthy, I accept myself as I am and release guilt, shame and comparison. I deserve a beautiful and comfortable life, I deserve to be treated well, I deserve an honest and warm relationship 😌. Whenever I check into my head and find my attention is going to the … Continue reading Affirmation
Love
Expensive
Name the most expensive personal item you've ever purchased (not your home or car). My sanity, that's the most expensive thing I own. Almost a decade ago, I need to pay a hell of money to the cunning and greedy lawyer just to settle my divorce. I have to pay a lot of staycation when … Continue reading Expensive
Running notes
Several notes about my running today: Forgot to lace my shoes correctly, the shoes are supposed to be snug, not too tight and not too loose. A reminder: I do not need new running shoes! -sigh!- 😅 My smart watch started to mess up, I ran 5 km and it recorded 8 km; I ran … Continue reading Running notes
Milo run
A rare smiley running pic!
Gelato
I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now. And I'm grateful. But, don't you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn't? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted … Continue reading Gelato
Therapeutic
What do you enjoy most about writing? Writing is a way for me to meet myself, it's also a way for me to make peace with what's lost, with unresolved disappointments, with un-conveyed apologies. I also discovered the multi layered of myself and celebrated the growth, the achievements and documented the happy moments through my … Continue reading Therapeutic
Success
On my way in the scrolling land, I found a great re-view about success. And from this day onward I'll count and write about my successes. I no longer believe 'success definition' made by some random motivators or celebrity - I'll ditch it and I'll use my own definition of success. I am a successful … Continue reading Success
Too much
Sometimes, there are too many stories to tell.. too much sadness to write, too much emotion. Because of this journaling, I can understand that my mind loves the 'too much'. Things inside my head gotta keep moving quickly... The monkey mind. You just have to change your mind, I said that to myself.. I don't … Continue reading Too much
Sixteen
Dear girl, you've grown up. Too soon for my liking. But I can't fight time, no one can. It's weird our life, yes? You came through me, beautifully perfect, musical prodigy, terrifyingly smart. But 8 years ago, I was not allowed to be your mother again. Dear girl, you've grown up. I forgive the past, … Continue reading Sixteen
Love day
We celebrate our day today. Not a fancy celebration, no dining out, no cakes, no presents, just a simple "happy love day darling", in the morning. On this day, some years ago, love chose us. We were full of scars from our previous relationships, still are .. and perhaps we will forever be in our … Continue reading Love day
