So today, I know myself a little bit deeper. 
I now understand my motivation, my deepest fear, and my tendency to yearn for something that is not mine yet and also forgetting those I already have. 
For this tendency, it's really surprising because I know I do that "yearning" the missing part all the time .. but I never realized that I do it so automatically. Thus I forget and turn a blind eye to everything good that I have. 

I am healthy, I know I sleep comfortably in this bed, I plan to have a long run tomorrow ☺️. As I write this, my thumb instinctively wants to write "even though my life is far from perfect" .. see I just so used being 'small'. 

Starting tonight I will not allow myself to play this "small" game anymore. What I seek is seeking me. Everything that is mine is finding me. Everything that has already found me deserves to be seen. ❤️

Karin Sabrina