Merry Christmas dear self, hopefully lots of joy will always find their way into my heart, even at the hardest day.

I have been sitting a lot with myself lately.. often admiring my audacity to do whatever it is needed in such and such situations. Oh and I am also getting better at assessing my thoughts. My mind produces endless stories, and lots of this story makes me worry and sad and angry…. But again … Perhaps the pattern to think about the worst that can happen is actually a very common trait inherited by humans, the point is to survive, in order to survive we must prepare, we think all the strategy to apply when problems arise before that very problem materializes.

I am more comfortable with my skin now. Very comfortable… Yes I do sometimes wish I’m a different person but it is mostly regarding the wealth… If I could have lots of money, I’ll settle all the debt and live happily ever after!

I am also more calm with the debts…. Yes, I have some major financial issues, so what? I have not known a single person who has never been faced with financial problems. And this way of thinking helped me a lot. Yes I still worry from time to time… But it feels very different compared to how I faced any turbulence in the years before. 

I wish you Merry moments my dearest readers, may you always be able to see the joy in every little thing.

K Sabrina