It’s good to be here, and boy… What a long time to realize that. True, there is so much to experience in life and I’m happy to be alive.

Life is hard and I found out that I have no control toward everything outside myself. Even to control my own mind is similar to hard core training.

Life is life, all other adjectives toward life are something that I make to shield myself from the harsh reality. Life is neither fair or unfair, that’s life.

No amount of possession can compete with grateful-ness. I see some people have a quarter of the world but still not enough. I myself am rarely able to remind myself that I have a very luxurious life. Clean water, comfortable bed, a kind spouse, a job with lots of good friends, many books still on the to be read list, the list is long… But still on the hardest day, all of those good things are unseen and I feel like the most miserable person on earth.

A day over is a day over. No amount of regrets can bring it back. Tomorrow is yet to come, all we have is a present day, that is 24 hours minus 12 hours to work, minus 6 hours to sleep at night, so.. 5-6 hours to do whatever I like to do. That’s my workout time, my writing time, my daydreaming time and my Duolingo time.

I am where I am supposed to be. 😊

K Sabrina