I remember the day when I could only whisper my wish for everything that I have now.  And I’m grateful.

But,  don’t you have tons of problems now? Well who doesn’t? I had tons of different problems back then, and here I am now.. writing this, on my front porch, remembering the gelato I tasted this morning after working out in a pond fit class with my friends.

You still don’t have most of the things that you wished for decades ago!// True, but it’s okay too… Not all of my wishes will be good for me though… I rather have whatever life throws at me. I’m cultivating the attitude of: I want the things that I already have, I don’t want the things I don’t have.

Yes, parts of me are still so mean to me, but I’ll try to reason with her, the mean part comes from lots of unhealed wounds. I cannot part with her, but I believe she does not fully represent me now. And I’m grateful.

May everyone have the sweetest day,

K Sabrina