Usually I avoid the ‘what if’ moment… What if that thing that I worried about (which never happened before) will emerge suddenly, what if I don’t have enough money to pay that and that next month? So… I don’t like the ‘what if’, because once it pops up in my head, I could create endless stories based on it and every story is always a sad story.

But lately, the sadness decided to give me a visit, I tried to think positive, I eat healthy, I do my stretching, but the sadness is still here. So I have this idea to have a long ‘what if’ moments with a twist.

• What if things turn out even better than I could imagine
• What if the funds I need to change my life for the better will be given to me in the near future?
• What if there is boundless joy ahead of me
• What if there is so much beauty that has yet to unfold
• What if everything works out
• What if this small business of us grows and able to cover all of our expenses and even more
• What if the long awaited settlement finally resumes and I am called in by the authority to tell me that they have settled everything and will send me the legal compensation immediately.
• What if I get promotion
• What if I get a second or third online job with a good payment..

Hmm… A bit funny because the good ‘what if’ does not automatically make me create a good story in my head…. I actually have to think hard about these good ‘what if’.. am I really hard wired to think only of the bad things? To worry about the future?…

But this is an interesting experiment. I will try it again soon.

Cheers,

K Sabrina