I used to worry whenever my life seemed quiet. I keep looking at far away, to check whether a storm is coming to my life. Not because I’m only happy when it rains… (Don’t read it .. sing it! 😁😁) but because I’m so used with it. So when it is calm and sunny, I cannot fully appreciate the calmness… I’m too busy preparing for the worst that could happen anytime soon.

But I’m changing…as we all do, I don’t  “flight or fight” anymore, perhaps I’m too old to play that, or perhaps I’m getting lazy. To be tense all the time really takes a lot of energy.

I appreciate these quiet moments now… I prolonged it.  I don’t want to darken a sunny day with my endless worries… These quiet moments are blessings. Perhaps tomorrow will be dark, but no one knows for sure, yes I’m still  anxious about such and such … But I’m okay with that…. No one is in the state of calm every single time.

Peace,

Karin Sabrina