I think this is the saddest independence day. The rain is pouring down heavily, the rain is beautiful as always, but today she looks different. Maybe it's because of me, I'm sad today, a lot of things happen and I feel overwhelmed with everything. I jumped into busy-ness today, I aim to create the most … Continue reading Independence
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Lemons
Hello lemons, it's been sometime since the last time life gave me a basket full of lemons. And today I received the basket again. So... I will sit with these emotions for a while. I don't have the solutions yet but they will arrive sooner or later. I refuse to host the long drama in … Continue reading Lemons
Stars
Fly high dearest pak Samosir,You will be deeply missed.Shine your light, We will see you amongst the brightest starsSefti.
Feelings
Sadness
What do you do when sadness comes? Interesting question, I sit quietly with sadness, or do my chores quietly. If I feel my eyes starting to cry, I let them. I always believe that tears exist primarily to cleanse our broken soul. I can sit with sadness, and I do take time to process it, … Continue reading Sadness
Ms. Rebecca
I'm sad.... Domestic abuse is still a very traumatic subject for me .. I can't bring myself to write about this... But I can't shake myself out from the grief. Rest in peace Ms. Rebecca, you fought well... K Sabrina
Trauma
Sometimes childhood trauma comes to visit in the most untimely manner. Tonight, it comes and I feel so ... Angry. Breath it out... Inhale .. exhale .. Too much feelings . .. I can't write it