How Honest Am I With Myself? Interesting question—my way of saying, I don’t really know how to answer this one. Okay… let’s start with an easy one. Was I honest with myself today? No. Not really. I wasn’t honest when I nodded along, pretending to agree while a colleague gossiped about others in the office. … Continue reading Honesty
Life
Trees
I watched a documentary about the Orang Rimba, a tribe in Indonesia whose very name, Rimba, means forest. True to their name, they live entirely within it, their lives woven inseparably with the trees. A newborn is given a guardian tree (Scyma sp.), while their placenta is buried beneath a Gonocaryum gracile tree—both of which … Continue reading Trees
The price
Lately, the news has been filled with stories that make it hard to believe in fairness. Corruption, greed, and injustice seem to dominate the headlines, and it’s frustrating to see those with more still wanting more, while others struggle with less. It's truly stunning how the super rich seem to care only about growing their … Continue reading The price
Protection
You've been through the fire, watched the old version of yourself crumble, and from those ashes, you built something sacred. Not a peace that was given to you, but one you had to bleed for,fight for, and pull from a chaos that triedto swallow you whole. This is your peace, earned throughthe storm, crafted by … Continue reading Protection
Alone
I never knew I would cherish this kind of time, being alone in a coffee shop, just me and my thoughts.. I was always planning to spend this quiet time without scrolling my phone but.. I often forgot to bring my hardcopy book, and to get back into the office just to take the book … Continue reading Alone
Disconnected
This word is glued into my mind; disconnected. I just can't shake it off... And when this happens, I shall write. Disconnected will be my theme of the month. I'll be disconnected from my devices as long and as often as possible. It's not easy but not impossible. I am doing this so I could … Continue reading Disconnected
Rain
Hello rain, it's been some time since the last time we met... You're busy pouring down; purifying everything, and I'm writing with a hot cup of tea by my side, trying to tap into my being. I believe you bring a lot of stories from afar... I believe you bring blessings to all living things, … Continue reading Rain
Now
So, in the most absurd coincidence way, I currently read the Eckhart Tolle book, the power of now, and I can understand why this book is so famous. The coincidence is that I already bought this book in may 2023... Mind that... And it sat quietly in my book shelves, so neat, yeah, still wrapped … Continue reading Now
Taste
The Painted Drum
Stillwater
Today, I'm getting a really nice surprise,One of my long-time wishes has been granted, And it comes at very unexpected times, also in very unexpected ways.I'm actually still stunned with this surprise at the moment I'm writing this, so excuse me if you feel like you read nonsensical sentences 😅😅😅.So, what am I going to … Continue reading Stillwater