I lost it, I don't have that 'unconditional' trust anymore to anyone even to those who I vowed to be the dearest to me. And it's a good feeling to realize that I've grown, I've changed. For so long I gave my trust to others, so they can decide what's best for me, they can … Continue reading Changing
gratitude
Room
Yep, I'm building a bigger room for me. A spacious room for forgiveness, I forgive myself for all the decisions that felt so utterly wrong. Of course I feel the grief, but that's because I'm human, and there's nothing wrong with being hurt and disappointed.. but I am no longer a victim of anyone's wrong … Continue reading Room
Shedding
There's a song or was it a quote? I can't remember, but it is something about to turn back once in a while to see the mountains behind you. Those mountains were your biggest problems, the moments where you think it's the end of your life, your career, everything; yet you're here now, Standing tall … Continue reading Shedding
Miley
I know I used to be crazy I know I used to be funYou say I used to be wild I say I used to be youngMiley Cyrus - used to be young - The latest from Miley, for some reasons which are not entirely clear to me, these lyrics stick into my head. I … Continue reading Miley
Practice
Prioritize the present instead of the past or the future.... To type that, is hard... To practice it ... Almost unimaginable.... How? With my hyperactive monkey mind.... To be calm and present for more than 15 seconds; it seems unattainable. But then again... All good things, all major achievements in life once appeared as unattainable … Continue reading Practice
Home
Write about your dream home. Currently, I'm living in my dream home... No.. it's not like I am living in a beautiful wooden two storey house in a small village on an island called Samosir in the middle of lake Toba, and I wake up every day with a majestic view, fresh cool air and … Continue reading Home
Half Marathon
I did a half marathon last Saturday, I completed 21 K in 3 hours 8 minutes. Still a galaxy afar from Eliud Kipchoge time record. But I finished it, and I am so damn proud of my self, of these beautiful legs, of this body of mine. It was my very first half marathon and … Continue reading Half Marathon
Small
Invest, 2 dollar a day Read financial books 5 pages a day Write everyday in this blog, I have no pressure, no deadline, no need to think about market share, just write. Running... Aim for HM next year. Be grateful with your food Sleep well, Take good care of myself Speak nice to myself Why … Continue reading Small
Notes
Happy day
It's a happy day today... Because I've finally found out the truth about problems: they will always be at our side. As long as we breathe, as long as our heart is still beating, then the problems will be with us. It seems like the problems and life has this sacred oath that they will … Continue reading Happy day
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