This morning I was angry with my husband. Not just annoyed—angry. He was supposed to do something, he didn’t, and when I texted him about it, he replied with a laughing emoticon. That was it. The spark. I exploded inside.But then life went on. I carried the anger with me, heavy in my chest, yet … Continue reading Sadhana.2
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Angry
Write about something that makes you angry or passionate, and why? I am passionate about organizing an event, I have my relevant background, I have my experiences, and I even have my 'mild' obsessive compulsive disorder to make sure all is well prepared. And I am angry whenever someone just dismisses a well prepared everything … Continue reading Angry
Thunderstorm
Today, I stood up for love.I protected what mattered.I honored my truth.The storm rose, and I did not run.I was fierce, and I was honest.I gave a voice to the fire inside me.And now…The fire can cool.The sky is clear. The night can hold me. I do not need to carry the weight of this … Continue reading Thunderstorm
Done!
I am lucky today! I have a chance to know that I'm truly done with my chronic anger. If you've been hurt deeply, you will understand this chronic anger. I've been carrying this anger for more than two decades.. I held onto it, and let it pull me into the deep abyss of pain.Two decades … Continue reading Done!
Starting Over
How lucky am I to start all over again—not because I wanted to, but because I had to.How lucky am I to meet strengthin the dark alleyways of pain.How lucky am I to rebuild my life from wreckage,to gather scattered pieceswith bleeding handsand a heart that still hopes.How lucky am Inot to have gotten the … Continue reading Starting Over