I have this strange habit of making imaginary conversations, usually when I'm really upset with people that are close to me... In meditation class today, the teacher said that this habit is the flurry of the mind. She made this analogy with a snow ball... It started small, but when it went down, the snow … Continue reading Flurry
a twist
Happenings
What happened, happened... No... Yes.. no.. I mean ... It's very well true... But today I want to change it into what happened, needs to happen to me. Things that need to happen to me, will happen; whether I like it or not, it will never be questioned, whether I could understand or not will … Continue reading Happenings
Bye
Bye anger, bye hate...I hope not to see you again. Seftirina Sinambela
What If…
Usually I avoid the 'what if' moment... What if that thing that I worried about (which never happened before) will emerge suddenly, what if I don't have enough money to pay that and that next month? So... I don't like the 'what if', because once it pops up in my head, I could create endless … Continue reading What If…