Fly high dearest pak Samosir,You will be deeply missed.Shine your light, We will see you amongst the brightest starsSefti.
Feelings
Ketika kampus Meminta Foto Rumah Kita.
Setelah pengumuman kelulusan PTN beberapa waktu lalu, saya mendapat cerita dari beberapa orang tua yang anaknya kebetulan lulus di PTN. Mereka bercerita bahwa mereka bangga dengan kelulusan anak, tetapi mereka juga resah menanti berapa besaran biaya kuliah si anak nanti. Karena setiap anak akan dibebani biaya kuliah berbeda yang katanya "sesuai kemampuan ekonomi" orangtua calon … Continue reading Ketika kampus Meminta Foto Rumah Kita.
A crack
I repeat, Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. It took more than 4 decades for me to understand this verse. After all of hardened resistance to the simplicity of what is, and the endless regrets, fear and bottomless anxiety, I finally crack. And thank … Continue reading A crack
Surrender
Accept whatever comes to you woven in the pattern of your destiny, for what could more aptly fit your needs?Marcus Aurelius I am no longer a victim of my life situations. I am living my best life now. I don't have a 'bad' life, I am alive. I surrender to the flow of the universe, … Continue reading Surrender
Bravery
Joy sneaks in. Dear self, You met an unwanted guest this morning. Usually, you cowardly hide behind those high wall, and you know well that this guest can't possibly pass. All you have to do is to ask the security guy to handle the matter for you. But today, you came out, you sat face … Continue reading Bravery
The voice
How is your inner voice this week? She doesn't control everything anymore. That's a huge relief. Whenever she starts to be chatty and complain and remind me about everything that is wrong in my life, I stop her immediately and said, hi... ( I need to give her a name, hmmm I should think a … Continue reading The voice
New
What did I discover about myself today that was new? I am getting good to de-stress myself! That's new, very new and I am genuinely surprised. I can catch my mind before it creates the spiralling stories of everything bad in my life. That's liberating. I am in a 1300 day streak in Duolingo! How … Continue reading New
Love day
Internal dialogue
What is your emotional arc right now? It's Monday, but I think I consider myself rather calm throughout the day. Yes.. yes that is unusual. Admittedly I am not always calm around the clock, there are moments where I am upset, and yes my old friend fear also pays a visit today. But today I … Continue reading Internal dialogue
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