Dear God,Dear Universe,Dear Giver of all unseen things, Thank You.Thank You for hearing my silent pleas, for holding us in the waiting, for orchestrating moments I could not have planned. Thank You for opening this door — not just for a job, but for dignity to return to my husband’s eyes, for air to enter … Continue reading Unfolding
The door
A door is opened today... And I'm nervous. I couldn't stay calm... The smart watch shows exactly how I feel, 70% of today I spend with moderate stress. I tried to stay calm but this offer that has presented itself so unexpectedly, really made me nervous. I wonder if this is truly the answer to … Continue reading The door
Fly!
My very first flying feet photo!!!
Thunderstorm
Today, I stood up for love.I protected what mattered.I honored my truth.The storm rose, and I did not run.I was fierce, and I was honest.I gave a voice to the fire inside me.And now…The fire can cool.The sky is clear. The night can hold me. I do not need to carry the weight of this … Continue reading Thunderstorm
Habits
What has gone well today and what has brought out negative habits? I wasn't late to work and I used stairs from basement 1 to the 3rd floor twice! I have my 10k race pack ready. I am so excited for this running race on Sunday! I remembered to order washing detergent. I did the … Continue reading Habits
Runner’s Note
I don't run to beat myself up, I run to lift myself. I don't run to punish myself, I run to celebrate myself. I don't run to lose something, I run to gain something. I don't run away from where I am, I run towards the place I want to be. I don't run to … Continue reading Runner’s Note
Tiramisu
Dear Me, I know how hard it is to keep walking when the path ahead is foggy, when your feet feel heavy with waiting, and your heart aches with quiet wondering. But today, something happened. A dear friend confided in you. He’s been offered a door out. A new job, a better place, maybe even … Continue reading Tiramisu
Body Combat
I did body combat class today! Body combat combines martial arts such as Muay Thai, karate, capoeria techniques with high-energy cardio. It's fun! I like it.. no matter how stressed I am, I will head up to the gym and after the body combat class, I'm a new person! What's your work out today dear … Continue reading Body Combat
Exhale (shoo shoo be doo…)
Today, I was triggered.A colleague pushed my buttons and I lost my peace. I tried to keep my composure—I even said yes to some of her absurd requests, all in the name of harmony.I noticed myself.I saw how I tried to let the frustration escape through slow, controlled breaths.I felt how I held my tongue, … Continue reading Exhale (shoo shoo be doo…)
Sadhana
I learned an ancient concept about relationships today. I said ancient because it seems like a very natural way to engage in relationships. It is said that a relationship, in particular with one's spouse is a sadhana; a spiritual practice. We are not having a relationship so we can be happily ever after ( I … Continue reading Sadhana
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