Merry Christmas dear self, hopefully lots of joy will always find their way into my heart, even at the hardest day. I have been sitting a lot with myself lately.. often admiring my audacity to do whatever it is needed in such and such situations. Oh and I am also getting better at assessing my … Continue reading Merry Christmas
Dreams
I have a dream notes, I started to handwrite my dreams into the book. This idea is still very new, I miss the dreamer within me. So I wish to call her again, through the dreams I write. Why handwrite? Hmm... Not sure but I'm a romantic person... And to handwrite my dreams sounds romantic. … Continue reading Dreams
Disconnected
This word is glued into my mind; disconnected. I just can't shake it off... And when this happens, I shall write. Disconnected will be my theme of the month. I'll be disconnected from my devices as long and as often as possible. It's not easy but not impossible. I am doing this so I could … Continue reading Disconnected
Acceptance
It's a relief to find out that actually everyone around me is just as confused as I am about getting through this muddy water of life. It was an eye-opener when I found out that even my parents too don't have any clear descriptive map for navigating their lives. They are confused, they have their … Continue reading Acceptance
The bread
This is a new day, and I am going to prioritize my health; mentally and physically. I found out that it's still so hard for me to take bad commentaries lightly, even when I know for sure that the person who made the comments truly cares about me and has no bad intentions whatsoever. I … Continue reading The bread
Slowing
Who are your current most favorite people? My favorite people .. it would be me. It's hard to be me, an only child from a tough mother who set a very high standard for herself and passed it onto me. I grew up in a patriarchal culture, where women are being judged relentlessly for everything … Continue reading Slowing
Experiences
Processing life experiences is hard... Particularly when one had a near death experience. I read that in Claire Nelson's book, Things I learned from falling; A good book, the tagline: A must read true story of 2020 really suits it. Soon after the life-changing experience, we were usually filled with gratitude, we thought we used … Continue reading Experiences
Chapters
How are you my dear? It's been a while, since the last time you chatted with me... I'm good. Okay, I have scrolled too much in the insta-land. It's admittedly easier to do than to think what to write to myself like this afternoon. But hey... I'm here now. It's raining... It's a beautiful time … Continue reading Chapters
Commonsense
A book about the absurdity of modern life passed on my timeline, the author, David Graeber, poses a very fascinating question: does your job actually contribute something to society? If not, your job is probably bullshit, part of a system that ensures we do a meaningless job, just to keep us busy, so the population … Continue reading Commonsense
Expensive
Name the most expensive personal item you've ever purchased (not your home or car). My sanity, that's the most expensive thing I own. Almost a decade ago, I need to pay a hell of money to the cunning and greedy lawyer just to settle my divorce. I have to pay a lot of staycation when … Continue reading Expensive
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