Tough day..... I don't think I could make it today. But then ... Here I am... On my bed, cozy and clean. It's only a bad day, not a bad life.. so I tell myself. I hope I believe it if I repeat it many many times. Tomorrow I'll have a new day, a clean … Continue reading Tough
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Progress
I like writing because through my writings over the years, I am actually able to see that I am progressing in many ways. When I typed running in my search tab, I found out that I started to write about running in mid 2021. I mentioned that I have a hard time picking proper running … Continue reading Progress
Quiet
Cycle
It's a hard day today. I'm on my period; heaviest flow, while the workload was crazy. I survived another day. Everything has its cycle, just like my period. It signals the need to pause, to rest. Pause, breathe, this too shall pass Karin Sabrina
To do list
For the last few days I'm writing the to do list in the morning. Not much... 5 to 6 items. But I really like it when I see that all the task items have been checked. I also busy lately, taming my mind.
Camus
Trauma
Sometimes childhood trauma comes to visit in the most untimely manner. Tonight, it comes and I feel so ... Angry. Breath it out... Inhale .. exhale .. Too much feelings . .. I can't write it
Too much
Sometimes, there are too many stories to tell.. too much sadness to write, too much emotion. Because of this journaling, I can understand that my mind loves the 'too much'. Things inside my head gotta keep moving quickly... The monkey mind. You just have to change your mind, I said that to myself.. I don't … Continue reading Too much
Sidereus Nuncius
Do whatever it takes to avoid fooling yourself into believing that something is true when it is false, or that something is false when it is true. Chapter Science and society; page 3
The gate
Beautiful gate