Baru saja saya membaca berita tentang satu putusan Mahkamah Konstitusi yang katanya akan membawa angin segar di Dunia pendidikan dasar: negara wajib menjamin pendidikan dasar gratis, tidak hanya di sekolah negeri, tapi juga di sekolah swasta. Sebagai orang tua, tentu saya senang. Siapa sih yang tak ingin anaknya bisa sekolah tanpa harus memikirkan uang pangkal, … Continue reading Janji Manis Pendidikan Gratis
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A test
Maybe.... But I did say I need help, I am tired, I don't know what to do. Maybe... But just now I just sobbed uncontrollably because the weight on my chest feels so heavy, it is painful to breathe. Maybe... I do believe in miracles. I said this every single day, hoping, waiting. Perhaps this … Continue reading A test
Morning
Have you practiced self-care this week? Lately, I’ve been leaning into movement—working out to stay grounded and writing to untangle my thoughts. Mornings have become my sanctuary. I light the day with intention, hoping—quietly, deeply—that today will be the one. The one where things click into place, where I can finally exhale the breath I’ve … Continue reading Morning
Tough
Tough day..... I don't think I could make it today. But then ... Here I am... On my bed, cozy and clean. It's only a bad day, not a bad life.. so I tell myself. I hope I believe it if I repeat it many many times. Tomorrow I'll have a new day, a clean … Continue reading Tough
Progress
I like writing because through my writings over the years, I am actually able to see that I am progressing in many ways. When I typed running in my search tab, I found out that I started to write about running in mid 2021. I mentioned that I have a hard time picking proper running … Continue reading Progress
Quiet
Cycle
It's a hard day today. I'm on my period; heaviest flow, while the workload was crazy. I survived another day. Everything has its cycle, just like my period. It signals the need to pause, to rest. Pause, breathe, this too shall pass Karin Sabrina
To do list
For the last few days I'm writing the to do list in the morning. Not much... 5 to 6 items. But I really like it when I see that all the task items have been checked. I also busy lately, taming my mind.
Camus
Trauma
Sometimes childhood trauma comes to visit in the most untimely manner. Tonight, it comes and I feel so ... Angry. Breath it out... Inhale .. exhale .. Too much feelings . .. I can't write it