I lost it, I don't have that 'unconditional' trust anymore to anyone even to those who I vowed to be the dearest to me. And it's a good feeling to realize that I've grown, I've changed. For so long I gave my trust to others, so they can decide what's best for me, they can … Continue reading Changing
Self reminder
Curiosity
I'm having that "curiosity kill the cat" moment. I'm curious about something or someone but then I also know if I look up for them, I will re-open the old chapter, I will cause unnecessary pain upon my mind and my heart. My heart surely tells me that these toxic people are still ... Toxic … Continue reading Curiosity
Today
Hello Ms Ashworth, You have no idea of who I am but I could confirm that you saved me many times... In a weird logarithmic way... Every time I felt the day was dark, your poem somehow found me, and when I read it, it seemed like you spoke to me directly about whatever problem … Continue reading Today
The answer
Have you ever heard a story about Salvador Dali who is looking for inspiration in his sleep; he'll take a nap while holding a series of keys so at the verge of his dream, the keys will fall from his hand and wake him up. By this way, he'll still remember his dream and paint … Continue reading The answer
Shedding
There's a song or was it a quote? I can't remember, but it is something about to turn back once in a while to see the mountains behind you. Those mountains were your biggest problems, the moments where you think it's the end of your life, your career, everything; yet you're here now, Standing tall … Continue reading Shedding
Comparison
I've just read somewhere, nobody is truly happy with their lot in this life. So to let go comparison is the most liberating act of love we will ever do to ourselves. A princess has shared to the public that she got cancer, a famous super sexy singer has been cheated, a dear friend who … Continue reading Comparison
Home
Write about your dream home. Currently, I'm living in my dream home... No.. it's not like I am living in a beautiful wooden two storey house in a small village on an island called Samosir in the middle of lake Toba, and I wake up every day with a majestic view, fresh cool air and … Continue reading Home
Faceless
Today is the day where I basically do a minimum function to live my life. I woke up, totally not interested in this new day, went to a doctor's clinic, went to work, said hi to everyone; yes, cheerfully!, but I'm dead inside. After work, I went to do some groceries, try to think about … Continue reading Faceless
Ugly
I just finished a book, cloud cuckoo land by Anthony Doerr, a long unable to stop reading kind of book. I'm too drowsy to write about the book, but I'll tell you what I really like about the book. Ugliness is also part of the beauty... Many times I dream about life free of problems, … Continue reading Ugly
Relief
There's a short rain today, the first time I see rain in this place. Rain is just rain, they are all the same ... No? Well... No... I honestly believe that rain is a zillion different droplets... All have different purposes... I always love rain, to me it brings hope, a promise of growth and … Continue reading Relief
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