Tonight.. I released the old wound. I release the old stories along with the wound. I release the why me question, enough that I know all is well for me. I release the wtf in their head? I have too many stories in my head myself, so no more other people stay in my head … Continue reading Release
Life
Mid 2026
It's almost at the end of June.... And I need to do a life audit this mid year time. I shall put more structure in my daily activities. Structure, not goals, because I need to know whether I am really living my life, or am I just walking through the day half dead. There's another … Continue reading Mid 2026
The pattern
I found an article yesterday about the pattern of harassment from an abusive ex husband. It is said that from the report of some survivors, the harassment is usually worsened if the ex wife seems to be living well. So, if the ex wife has a new job, get new friends, enter a healthy relationship, … Continue reading The pattern
The past
Ow, hello past wound, It's not nice to see you again, But if I must chat with you, so be it. And it's not surprising that you're still using the same threats and bitter words, the decade passed you by and you still stuck at the same rotten point in your life.I even notice you're … Continue reading The past
A book
If I write a book... No... When I write a book, it will be about me. About what part of me to be specific? That's the question I'm toying with nowadays. I write.. in this blog... Mostly to channeling my emotions et al. But a post in LinkedIn sparks this idea inside me. You want … Continue reading A book
Ashes
How do you know that you have healed? It is that undisturbed calm in your mind, even though you are face-to-face to the very thing that cut you bleed open decades ago. The fire that used to burn you hot, put you on sleepless nights, endless tears, now that fire has burned the old you … Continue reading Ashes
Lemons
Hello lemons, it's been sometime since the last time life gave me a basket full of lemons. And today I received the basket again. So... I will sit with these emotions for a while. I don't have the solutions yet but they will arrive sooner or later. I refuse to host the long drama in … Continue reading Lemons
Celebration
Celebration of what is, that's my focus words this month. And as usual, the universe smiles on my cheesy belief, and since the universe has a very twisted sense of humor, they throw a lot of things on me this month. And I stand on my ground. I celebrate what is. I am good, and … Continue reading Celebration
Privilege
It's been some time since the last time I sat here on my front porch and typing on this blog. Today is Saturday and there's no schedule to go anywhere, I'm happily at home and sit on the verandah. I'm thinking about privilege now. I used to think I'm not having a 'privileged' life, no … Continue reading Privilege
Sleep
In this hustle virus infected world, it's very rebellious to say I need more sleep. I too was thinking just like that, sleep is only for the weak! A good person doesn't need to sleep long. It's equal with laziness. How could you sleep deep and sound if you still have so many things to … Continue reading Sleep
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