The more a subject matters to you, the harder it is to find a story you want to tell about it. Domestic abuse is a very close matter to me, I myself is and will forever be in a healing journey from the bitter past. Today I read an article about Ms. Cassie and P … Continue reading Ms. Cassie
Month: May 2024
Quiet
I used to worry whenever my life seemed quiet. I keep looking at far away, to check whether a storm is coming to my life. Not because I'm only happy when it rains... (Don't read it .. sing it! 😁😁) but because I'm so used with it. So when it is calm and sunny, I … Continue reading Quiet
Dreamful
Now I get it, the saying goes: you can do anything but you can't do everything. Most of the time, I want to do everything, I want to be everything for everyone, no wonder I disappoint all the time. I used to have this many 'want(s)'; I want to be a good mother, I want … Continue reading Dreamful
Strength
Last week, I had my very first trail run, 25k. This pic was taken around 12-ish kilometers and I was still smiley and full of confidence. About an hour later, I was lost in the middle of the mount leuser jungle, and I was crawling up and down the steepest hill and slope, holding roots … Continue reading Strength
Curiosity
I'm having that "curiosity kill the cat" moment. I'm curious about something or someone but then I also know if I look up for them, I will re-open the old chapter, I will cause unnecessary pain upon my mind and my heart. My heart surely tells me that these toxic people are still ... Toxic … Continue reading Curiosity
Unapologetic
One day I was just so fed up with every negative thought in my own head, so I just said: I'm done okay... I'm done worrying about everything at any given time. I am not doing this anymore. So what if I have a lot of debts? So what if I failed my first marriage, … Continue reading Unapologetic
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