Today is the day where I basically do a minimum function to live my life. I woke up, totally not interested in this new day, went to a doctor's clinic, went to work, said hi to everyone; yes, cheerfully!, but I'm dead inside. After work, I went to do some groceries, try to think about … Continue reading Faceless
Month: January 2024
Light
Dear light within, I know you're there, please come nearer, hold me, pat my back gently, kiss my forehead and say "all is well kid... All is well indeed... I'm tired, I know I must get going, but to where, how?, all the doors seem tightly shut. Dear light within, Touch my face when I … Continue reading Light
Ugly
I just finished a book, cloud cuckoo land by Anthony Doerr, a long unable to stop reading kind of book. I'm too drowsy to write about the book, but I'll tell you what I really like about the book. Ugliness is also part of the beauty... Many times I dream about life free of problems, … Continue reading Ugly
Relief
There's a short rain today, the first time I see rain in this place. Rain is just rain, they are all the same ... No? Well... No... I honestly believe that rain is a zillion different droplets... All have different purposes... I always love rain, to me it brings hope, a promise of growth and … Continue reading Relief
Present
Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why? No... I do not spend more time, I do it all the time.. why? Because I don't know how not to think about the future or the past. I have been trying harder for the last two weeks though.... To think about … Continue reading Present
Addicted
I'm addicted to worry... I never realized that until today. This last week... I was experimenting with my own thoughts. I made notes about my thoughts at that particular moment... Sad, worry, the past, regret, another worry... And so on.... And yes.. almost every minute I worry about something. So .... I'll try to talk … Continue reading Addicted
Playtime
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you? Hmm... Does Duolingo count as a playtime? I have been playing it for 772 consecutive days. Perhaps the next question is : does it work? Can we really learn a foreign language through playing with Duolingo? It's a complicated question, but I'll say … Continue reading Playtime
Bienvenue 2024
No more resolution this year, I'm no good at keeping promises I made for myself and I blame myself relentlessly because of those broken promises. No more resolution this year, the future is not a place we know, not even a tiny part. The best time is now, the present, and to appreciate the "now" … Continue reading Bienvenue 2024
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